Saturday, 23 October 2010

Stupid Choices...

So I haven't been able to go on the internet for two days because we haven't really had any, silly outdated 8mb connection rooters. But now we have a new one with up to 22mb speeds so it's all good!

I'm feeling kinda directionless again. I told myself back in September that it'd think about writing my personal statement and applying to university and stuff when it got to October half term, but half term is like now and I'm still no closer to knowing what I want to do. I have no idea why I find all this so hard, no one else seems to. The biggest issue is I have no idea what I'm good at any more, because I've never been good at anything. The problem is I've always been a Jack of all Trades, able to do everything but never the best at anything.

Except sprinting, I've never been good at that.

I guess it seems slightly odd but I really want someone just to tell me what I'm good at. I don't want to figure it out for myself, I tried that and it didn't work.

I'm sorry for being so negative but it's annoying me so much as of late, I just feel so useless, I can't do anything right about now.

Help me please?

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