Wassup Internet! It's been a long time, almost a whole month since my last post which is very bad of me so for that I apologise.
I've been super busy which is why I haven't had time to do this. All I seem to do is work and sleep and it's making me feel very unfulfilled. So all I do is think about what I should do.
Right now I'm thinking about applying to Drama School, thinking I should just follow my dreams and do it rather than find something else as a compromise. The problem is I suffer from an inferiority complex, and a superiority complex, all at the same time. Let me explain, I don't have a lot of self confidence in my dramatical abilities any more, I don't know why I don't, I just don't. That's were the inferiority comes in. However, at the same time I don't want to train to be an actor just to work in commercials or soap operas or whatever. I want to be in, you know, something good. Which is were the superiority comes in. So it pretty much boils down to me not doing anything unless I'm going to be successful which, I suppose, is what makes me give up on stuff easily. At the same time though is it that bad that I want to be good at whatever I end up doing? I mean as an actor I don't want to be Daniel Day-Lewis or anything, but I would want to be Joseph Gordon-Levitt, that kind of league. But is that still too much to ask?
I guess if I want to be successful I just need to get me a double barrelled name.
