My blogging has been somewhat sporadic as of late. That's because I've been really busy recently, but doing anything good. I used to blog in the early hours because I wasn't tired and never had anything to do the next day, however nowadays I always seem to be tired and never awake enough to think of anything intelligent to say.
I should be glad, I was so bored before when I had nothing to do and wanted a job or something just to give me routine. Though now my time is filled with a new kind of doing nothing. Don't get me wrong I stay busy and there's always something to do, but it's not getting me anywhere. I'm still at the same point I was months ago where I felt directionless and pointless, but now I don't have time to do anything fun or the mental capacity to think of any way to improve myself. This isn't the kind of job that's going to get me into a career I can live on for the rest of my life, it's not the kind of job I can live on for the rest of the year, and it also doesn't help me get any closer to knowing what I want to do at university. I think it was originally intended just to be a distraction, but now it's not even being that.
It's all just another way to whittle my time away, but my time is worthless anyway.
Tomorrow is another day, I guess.
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